ŸHeart is Gold "LOYORA" A certain artist's fragment of young days

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This work is mourning work of Mr. artist LOYORA (a temporary name) who passed away

before daylight on January 4, 2003.

Mr. LOYORA of the life front is remembered, and it prays mercy from the heart.

Then, there is life front friendship of Mr. LOYORA only in this work, and the quotation of

this work is permitted free only to everyone who recognized it as a reference data.

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The Olympic Games was held this year in Los Angeles.Before knowing, I lived in the university in south Kawachi in Osaka,

and two years and a half were I for the first time and too much.

It has participated as one year Bassist since spring of this winter, last year. A cover band "G&B Monster" such as

"Shena & rockets" "Ann Lois" "Ms.Seiko Matsuda" breaks up. A member begins to walk the way that each is new, and

I am in the band student unable to enter a school.

In the classroom which the soft afternoon sunlight of autumn comes into. With me dozing like usual by the shape of Punks.

When a lecture on the "Art learning outline" is taken, from the seat at the back, in a low voice

"wolfie[, Wolfie[!, WOLFIE[!!"

When it turned around in being annoying, the master of the voice was Teru of the acquaintance of the same class.

It is made to point at the case which was put on the seat next to me and which various stickers were put very gorgeously in.

"Are you play Trumpet?"

"It is so."

A vague answer was done during the unreliable consciousness.

"Let's play it in concert later!"

"EEEEEE It 's good."

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A lecture is finished, as for me and Teru The building of the concrete which is struck on the high hill and it lets me go is built,

it stands in a line It went to 1 room of the best floor of No.12 palace inside the university campus which changed though

it is desolate.

That was the clubhouse of the JAZZ research meeting of this university.

The sound of the instrument has already been able to be heard a little each from the distance. As for the clubhouse of the plan

of the triangle behind the blackboard of the classroom. The front, in the reception E appreciation E coffee space.

To the back, a vocal, a chorus, wind instrument part, an upright piano, a keyboard, a guitar, a bass.

Then, it was the arrangement of the drum set percussion instrument part in the furthest part.

"Nuhyo,Nuhyo,Nuhyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyott"

The man who put on the camouflage clothes of the military style was striking drams with increasing queer voice there

when an eye was given to the furthest Drums.

Though the play of sounding Syinbal E Tam and so on very gorgeously is conspicuous. But, basic bass drumESnea drumE

high hat work in the basis of drams is being done firmly, too.

"It is not only a person."

The man's name is "LOYORA". If it thought now, this was the encounter of the destiny.

It was the existence which it didn't know someone though the member who was in that outside the Teru thought had ever

seen a face in the campus. Self-introduction is lightly done respectively. Jam setsion began suddenly from the standard

number "the blues of F".

The organization of the band is twin trumpet of Teru with me. Teru which didn't talk very much was surprised to give a

trumpet within the class, too. Chalie of the tenor saxophone. guitar is John and Jet. Piano is Bill. Bass is Yuki.

Then, LOYORA of Drums. It was the organization of the medley which was in the place.

I don't know the tune of the blues of F at this time. It was playing suitably with interpreting it freely freely in the head.

It was the first experience of the ad lib performance that this time is real.

Before I know at the grade. John of the guitar of the JAZZ research meeting leads it. Loyora,Chalie, Yuki were put in the

band "J&B" which belonged.

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The student of the university in south Kawachi who had me was greatly divided, and he divided into two races.

To where as well, with the race that an interior search is done and creation is done due to the absorptionEcondensation

from the outside

The energy which the inside was to was emitted outside, and it hit itself, and it was the race that creation was done due to

other destructionEfusion.

There were many elements like the former, too, and it was here interiorly in that those days when it tried to think about both

me and Loyora now though it thought whether it was the latter's race if either was said.

Then, as for the decisively different place from the universities besides those days The ratio of the "KABUKIMONO"

such as PUNKSEHEAVY METALECOSPLAYERS was high toward the ratio toward the student who has an average shape.

I am famous Japanese Rock'n Roller "Mr. Kyoshirou Imawano". Then, Bassist of the worldwide famous Punks band

"Sex Pistols" If it strides with Cosplay of Mr. Sid Visious through the campus.

Mr. Loyora took a lecture as usual with the military affairs, the Kouga ninja, cosplay of the Gettkou kamen.

As for our group, though there are no relations In the noon recess, in the campus, radio cassette recorder, with a loud noise

going out, your woman style in white Europe? A body is wrapped in the clothes.

It had a white parasol, and there was a gay fellow of the street performance which dances the

"Shiroi Parasol (white parasol/Japanese song) "Ms. Seiko Matsuda".

(A long-sleeved kimono was put on in the rest at the time of the school festival, and it came to the corner of the

JAZZ research meeting.)

It is probably that people's influence that Kabukimonos gathered in this university here, too. Those people's EEEEE.

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It was turned to the audition of the festival in May when it was done in the learning in the new school term in mid May,

and this rank was turning the activities of J&B, too.

Really unique fellows even in the learning gathered in J&B.

I am Kabukimono of Punks style. John is the Play boy of Baby face. Chalie is father. Yuki is a White bear.

Then, most, as for Loyora in question Whether you have only to compare it with what, Muuuu EEEEE

Appearance-like, military affairs?Kouga ninja traditional person?It appeared in the Japanese comic strip

"Rurou@ni KENSHIN" in 1990 fee. The ninja group of the general direct control

"Oniwabanshu"Head Mr.Aoshi Shinomori.

An interior character is the hero of the American movie "AMADEUS" introduced to the public for 1983 years. Did you play

W.A. Mozart "Mr. Tom Hals"? The hero "Mr.Son Goku" of the Japanese comic strip "Dragon Ball(1987-1997 years)"?

It looks alike if it is particularly compared forcibly.

The activities which he went for at that time. When it enjoys a work such as a drummerEdesignerEcartoonist.

The first impression of the appearance is which work, too.

"What it this!!" A shock is suffered.

It is outstanding, a balance of the sensuous thing of both the contents and the thinking circuit is good with the always the

oretical thing It sometimes became Kabukimono beyond me, and mixed, and various fools were done.

GagEwordsEmurder skill and so on which made the "Hokuto-no-ken" for example influencing very many boy girls at that

time a motif.It changes into itself in the work, and all is made to laugh suddenly, and cradled, and a feeling is produced.

With having the free idea that it being not swayed by common sense and a stereotype, a theoretical expression can be done.

It was the outstanding artist who could create a new age.

Therefore, mind controlled for the Japanese school education where it went bad 20 centuries."A big fool fellow!!",

though it wasn't understood.The people who had a doubt to that value in the rest on the Internet and who sympathized

gathered under him.

But, though it started on a journey to the dimension which relations were not in, Loyora has already been EEEEEEEEE

as for the quarrel of such an ideology.

Does the quarrel possibly continue even to the other side now? In the higher dimension than the thing of this world.

I never submit myself to them absolutely in the dimension of this world, too!

It will be able to be understood if which is right more or Japanese conditions at the moment that it came to a deadlock and

when the 21st century was reached for 2003 years are already presumed the answer!!!

But, though many people may not have noticed it yet, the solution plan of the problem which is here at present in the

imminence is just in that neighbor, too.

"Nuhyo,Nuhyo,Nuhyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyohyo"

don't leave an ear even now and now Loyora, either.

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Even if the lectureEpart-time job of the university is finished, as for us, it is returned to the apartmentEstudent dormitory

which an address was at that time in, it decreases.The member of Loyora and J&B is after setsion completion

in the clubhouse with me.

To eat the special product Chinese noodles "Tenri Chinese noodles" for garlic that to go even into

Tenri City of Nara Prefecture fully by car at midnight, it goes out to the stand.

It wanders about the night town of Osaka E Sakai E Kobe E Kyoto city, and octopus roasting, taste roasting, a noodle,

chow mein are eaten, and walks.

It goes jazz ‚ƒ‚‚†‚†‚…‚…@‚“‚ˆ‚‚ of the main stream, it is satisfied with hot coffee with old jazz to flow from the vacuum tube amplifier.

It talked variously all night long from the serious story to the foolish story. for example

"Hey! Wolfie!! When a Christmas comes, Ms. Merry seems to become lonely in the West!!!"

"Why?"

"Ms.Merry!Ms. Merry! Merry ChriZZZZs MasZZZZZZZZZ!!! "

"E E E E E E E E"

(When the part of Z is put.Because it is likely to become a broadcasting prohibition term Japanese domestic.It lets me

omit it.Everyone's imagination is left what kind of word to become.Even if the word which can be imagined is which it is the

same as all of the members. Responsibility for the imagination isn't concerned at all in the authorities.)

If emphasis is put on the part of Z and expressed, a dot laugh happens.Only it is shouted all night long with all with

"Nuhyo Nuhyo", it is rolled up,New Christmas song was completed one song in the rest.

(Because it is too dangerous, a "Good child" lets me omit these contents, too.)

Later, the audition music of the festival was decided as May, and announced from John.

The original "Another star" of Mr. Stevey Wonder.By the arrangement edition of Japanese Cross over band Guitar Work Shop.

The thing that it was further arranged for the J&B style was decided to be created.

Because this tune was the tune of Latin which moved a guitar solo to the center.So, percussion instrumentEmusicEwas made,

and a voice was taken charge of, and Loyora revolved to the African taste.

It is really sometimes surprised at the ideaEwork of Loyora.

That it is left in the impression intensely even now with the work which for example a comic strip, I enjoyed, the

"Charlie-no-Ken"Charlie of the tenor saxophone, by 4 frame comic strip which made the "Hokuto-no-Ken" a motif to the hero

Though it seemingly seems to be cruel, truly! Kansai person!!

A laugh wasn't forgotten!!!

As for real description and satire like black joke.The result which it didn't have a complaint given to glowed, and Charlie

itself that it was done by a hero was a work, too.

Then, music, DramsE Percussion instrument Neither Loyora nor I denied the possibility of every musicEart with putting a body

for the JAZZ research meeting.

Though it became the result hated in the Bill where a head was stubborn in the rest.To oneself, in the honesty.It doesn't

have regret because both I and Loyora were done to want to do it.

Because done music was JAZZ.Every possibility is recognized.It could be done that it was new.

But, it had "Identity" firmly in the bottom.

Though it is that it is common to everyone in the world who is great by halves and it can say. It is said that it dislikes the

people's of the lower classes like us having "Identity".

It says clearly, it is only famous by halves.However proud it is to the lower classes' people, though it is only laughed at, EEEEE.

Everyone of the lower classes is to have the goal that consent E can be respected, too, and face things if it doesn't want to

be laughed at.

Loyora is common to me, as for the artist whom it liked.The rock'n'roll band "The ROLLING STONES" of the world maximum.

When it tries to remember it now, in the bottom of the Drams& percussion instrument performance of Loyora.The play figure

of Mr. Charlie Watt of the "drummer of the natural body" located in the coordinate of the game of Kabukimono soaked, and

it was stuck.

"Interior Kabukimono"Mr.Keith Richards went through myself as well once in a while during the performance.

In the rest, with me and LoyoraEYukiEJet, the blues band? A "SNIPER" is organized.Music of The Rolling stones,

Mr. Jimi Hendrixs and so on was covered.

Even the inside of SNIPER does ad lib performance setsion once in a while.So, one of the skill of my secrets class

"Punkish Itako style chaneling vocal"Loyora was enlightened by the expelled rhythm.

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Then, the audition day, an audition were held in the big auditorium of No.14 palace next to the clubhouse of the

JAZZ research meeting.

This auditorium is usually used by the lecture on the general education subject "health and physical education"

of each subject cooperation and so on.(It is thought the thing that Ms. Akemi Masuda who was the marathon runner

who represents Japan wields tearch whip at 2003-year present.)

Sound was the worst though an auditorium could accommodate about 300 people.The participation band of the audition is

about 50 band.5 band of that had a festival stage forgiven to step on it in the stage of the open space of Do Re Mi inside

the campus, May.

As for most of the participation bands, Drums E Bass E Guitar E Vocal, with the basis.The typical Rock'n roll band which a

Side GuitarEKeyboardEChorus and so on joins by the option, in most.Though there was a person who played the one of the

live guitars of the solo once in a while, too.

Big band of the big household which kept Horn & Percussion section was only J&B.

The participation number of the audition is No.32.Audience's most, rival.We were unique existence even of that.Then, the turn

of J&B is coming round at long last.

"A participation number No.32, J&B, a music are Another stars."

Instant stillness wrapped a meeting place after a cold master of ceremonies person introduced it.

An electronic drums was exchanged.With the percussion instrument of the curse method of the Latin •@African taste

like Loyora.Performance was started from music

"AAA[UUU,AAA [AAA[UUUUUUU\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\".

A beat drum with a feeling of the speed of Jun.Arupejio Bass that yuki was comfortable is caught.

I and Charlie.Horn section which consists of Ittchan of the trombone which joined it in the rest is caught.

A main subject by the guitar solo of John which flows powerfully began.

Already, at this moment, as for the fellows of the meeting place"Oh-It is different from the participation band until now!" With .Attention was attracted because it felt it.

After one chorus completion.The ad lib time of the percussion instrument solo of Jun of the drum and

Loyora begins it is hung.The solo which each one arranged for the thought thought was taken.

When it already says in the professional wrestling, under the outside scuffle condition.All, like a

Japanese comedian group "Ookawa-Kougyou"It is liked, and it cries freely!Kabuki!It acts violently!It made noise!!

At the moment, already, in the meeting place, only hand time is not Because it was a worldwide famous music.

The occasion liver is omitted for our new arrangement.Drunkenness was done, and there were fellows dancing, too.

By the shape which collects it, again, by call of One Two Three Four of Loyora.The chorus of unison of all of the

members participation.

"LAA[LAttLALALAA[LALATTLAA[LAA[LALALAAA[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[["

It is hung, voice and it was repeated "DORYA[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[!!"

Then, it is returned in the main subject by the guitar solo of John.It rushed to the finale.

When rust at the end was finished, it was wound, and the applause of 10000 thunder happened.

"It got over, and were most made to enjoy an audience in this audition the battle!!"It felt a response.

But, the result of the audition is rejected.Before breaking a judge's stereotype at the same time with having been a

high level battle, it may have been the cause of defeat that it didn't reach it.

When technically it tries to listen to the performance tape at that time later.Because there was too much number and

unity couldn't be taken.Feeling a delicate deviation between each section of the Guitar Keyboard Bass Drams

Percussion instrument, Horn couldn't be denied.

The fellows who became well-known in the rest were not even in 5 band which passed in this audition.

Though it goes when it was, it was and it may have been difficult again, EEEEE.

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Will-less days followed J&B in May after the audition completion of the festival.

When it tries to think now, John and Loyora are kindled at this time, and it is put If interior is polished and it does its

best externally more.With the American band, "Earth Wind and Fire"With the Japanese band, "Spectrum"

"Kome Kome Club" "Tokyo Suka Paradise Orchestra"a way to the tape measure may have been opened as a band of the type?.

But, there was too much number of the member of J&B of 11 people so that each one whose personality was strong from the

first might gather and it might be collected.

But, the reality of myself as well isn't sweet.Taking lecture of the lecture on the university of the main occupation in

main occupation and a part-time job for the life are hard.Even as for camping for training of

Shoudo Island of Seto Inland Sea of the summer vacation.

It doing free settion with the clubhouse with the member of the JAZZ research meeting in the roof of the school building of

the fine arts subject of one more meeting place.The will-less days when it sometimes played with the toy pistol and so on

by worthless "dangerous play" lasted.

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J&B was turned to the school festival in November again in end autumn, and a summer vacation resumed activities in earnest.

Woman Vocalist Ms.aiko is met next time.Ms. Pedd Mider was singing by the American movie "ROSE".It was told by John that

it covered "When a man loves a woman."

As for Ms.aiko who took charge of a lead vocal at that time.Though it was the ordinary girl who was seemingly anywhere.

When it began to sing, it was the singer who had the strange power which gave off Aura that God in target was intense.

That God in target place matched it with my "Punkish Itako teast chaneling vocal", and Free settion time often did with we

Flying High.

At that time, it was Loyora to strike always Drams behind us and to be there.

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Then, it has a big hit if the perfect performance that it is greatly removed is completed if it makes a mistake this time.

From the viewpoint of music, gambley. There were various worries because it was a new trial by saying that "Barard"

was played.

It had an impact very much without band of the type that even the inside of the band which was in Osaka at that time is the

same as J&B.

But, there was one big problem.

Though the performance of many cover tunes, an ad lib were handled with this member until now and it was swept.It had

never had the original tune of the shape which it has firmly.

Though there were many people who had an excellent composerEoriginal tune in the member, too.All the personality

is individually strong.An opinion isn't organized, and it is confined to the arrangement of the cover tune after all.

"This is the original of J&B!!!"A thing couldn't be hammered out.

Then, school festival, in mid October, the audition of the school festival held No.14 again in the palace.

The existence of J&B has already become known widely in the learning in the audition of the festival in May.

Professional motion video like of "Get Back" of Beatles, Where the street have no name of U2.Because there was a clubhouseE

practice place in the place to overlook the main street of the campus where a field outside live show is possible.

So, I and J&B which Loyora every day, each one of the JAZZ research meeting went through the performance of the thought .

Though of course J&B was the target of the attention, at the same timeIt was the target of the rivals' "Curse", too.

(In those days, the defense of facing a curse as much as the present wasn't prudent.)

It was greatly divided from the viewpoint of not only the form of the creation but also music, too, and there were two schools

of university which we went to when it tried to think now.

The school that one made a "Classic" such as a course of music subject E performance subject E music pedagogy a base.

Though there were fellows who denied it from the viewpoint of surface, too, it yearned for TWIST from the viewpoint of

the depths mentality, and the school which it entered and which made a "Rock'n Roll" a base existed.

Though Loyora was certain with me and it was the latter's school.It felt a standstill in the latter, and a

JAZZ research meeting was the "the third power" which occurred in the year.

Though it was so in any world, the existent power wasn't loose in such rising power.

The result of the school festival audition is rejected though a degree of a playEperformanceEwisdom name was compared at

the time of the festival in May and a degree of a playEperformanceEwisdom name was big and a level was increased, too.

Still, as it was written first, it is probably the cause of defeat that a figure as a band which couldn't hammer out the original

tune of J&B for this half year and which stepped one more step couldn't be established.

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Will-less days follow J&B again.It had the graduation of spring John on the next year, and J&B dissolved.

After that, with the "I want to protect JAZZ of the legitimate descent." Bill.From the difference in the opinion of "JAZZ is added

to the base, and it wants to create new music."Loyora passed a JAZZ research meeting with me.

After I do this college graduate industry, summer after several yearsIf it visits the clubhouse of the

JAZZ research meeting again.A club was relieved because it felt the state that it lasted.

Though no one was in the campus at this time.With the veranda which overlooks a campus main street in front of the clubhouse.

It stands up in the stage of the open space of Do Re Mi which was never played officially.

The song of the cicada was played with "Guitarlele" which was always carried for the trip for the accompaniment

"When a man loves a woman."

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After the JAZZ research meeting resignation.I have a trumpet and a guitar, to the street.Loyora joined the comics band of the

"M Brothers".

When it goes to the practice place of them who were in the depths of a mountain of Minami Osaka at that time for play once

in a while.It grew, and Loyora there enjoyed music, Gag, Cosplay, Art freely from the J&B age.

As for the member of M Brothers.Loyora of Drams & Shakuhachi.The Fox of Loyora and Bassist of the same village.

Yuko of the only female Keyboard.With the leader, Shigeru of the GuitarBy five people organization of Vocal's Ali.

It is organized for 1982 years opportunity by Shigeru and Ali.

Even a moment repeats a member change for 2003 years around Shigeru and Ali, and it is said that active.

(Though there is a homepage of this band, at present, the missing.

Give me contact if Mr.Shigeru, Mr.Ali are watching this homepage!It is waiting!

Many original tunes have already been played with creative at that time with M Brothers, around Mr. Shigeru and Mr. Ali.

As much as it is wasteful to play with the comics band, as for most of them music, with the lock whose degree of completion

is high, and pop.A gap between the performance which finished pursuing "Very serious music" and "Gag of Osaka of the trowel".

It is conspicuous on the stage, many people are attracted, with Japanese Indeis band, it is rare.21 years until now could survive.

As for Loyora there, a part to control the "space" of MC of the interval of music is left, too.Though it is difficult to express it

by the sentence.It felt a terrific thing in the change in flow of the "mind" to change to gag from music.

When it felt this sense, neither music nor gag is incomplete.When it was compared with the martial arts, it felt the flow of the

mind of the "serious game".

As for the organization of gag, with Tsuttkomi of Shigeru.Twin Boke of Loyora and Ali.

Fox and Yuko are stared at from the place to pull these excheng of three people fundamentally one step.Shigeru and the

pattern which puts Tsuttkomi together with Pin Point Attack were decided like the flow of play of the "Yoshimoto new comedy".

I have seen the performance of M Brother for about one year Osaka is left behind.

It was the "band which felt a street in the natural body with being on the stage".

The difference in a band which decides good and bad of the band and to disappear soon, the band that the sense lasts no

less than how many years was realized for the first time at this time.

In any genre, though it may be what can be said."Neighborhood, it is ascertained firmly, the flow of the mind is taken.

Reading isn't washed away to the mind.With keeping the natural body of one's existence, Identity is established.

To polish oneself and to go, the secret of the continuation"It felt that it was it.

For the ruler of the time within the small range until the 20th century.The lower classes' people and individual, "

It is to have Identity to be a natural body."Though it may have been the biggest nuisance.

A high-speed traffic network E high-speed network report service develops in the world now the 21st century was reached.

On this earth which became small

"Is one anyone who came from where, and go from now where?"You must be able to do an explanation.

"A natural body is kept.If it establishes and has Identity and it is not here."What won't be able to be done, either.

If it is which day, I want to try to listen to the performance of M, the brother who has such a natural body Identity again.

Even if Loyora is not in the stage any more.

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Both I and Loyora come back to each country after graduation from a university. As for me, after some years of

employment students unable to enter a school, to the newspaper reporter.

With Loyora doing an agricultural cooperative association staff member, Theme park, the employee, a bread craftsman,

and so on.Theme.They reported the present condition to each other once by the New Year's card in the age.

Every time a New Year's card is received, "Oh does one's best." and a each other feeling.

Then, as for me, in February, 1999, one's homepage, to start it, it is told by the postcard.Loyora has told its homepage by

mail in September, 2000 to start it , too.

As for Loyora, in the beginning, the homepage of "Yami no geijyutsuka Porpoto", though it was being started.

Contents were too dangerous, and it could be folded, and attack was taken from each direction and closed.

A happening after it is the homepage "Loyora no Pan" "Loyo Channel" "RUHunter Mitsurugi" of Loyora.

Then, it is written in my homepage "Wolfie's Art Advance Base conquest of the World!!" Try to see it.

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Then, parting was done suddenly.

As for the conversation which Loyora and I exchanged at the end, with the bulletin board of the Loyora|‚Ž‚\‚‚‚ށ@

on January 1, 2003

"Wolfie, the superior! As for the greeting word of the new Christmas?"

"They are Ms. Merry, Ms.Merry ChirZZZZ masZZZZZZZZZ!!"it is no loanword.translated into

Japanese, it answers

Then, the story of the classical public entertainments in the neighborhood of Sakata City of the bulletin board of Loyo channel

of the same day was done.

Without knowing the tragedy that it happening after three days, too. EEEEEEEEEE.

I collected it one poetry was done like usual in the bedroom at about 10:30 p.m. on January 4, 2003.

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"Aruki Dasou (Let's begin to walk)" Word by WOLFIE

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The sky which became clear perfectly

The night when the blue moon shines

A snowstorm stops, and begins to light a snowfield.

A mountain range is reflected to indigo blue.

It seems that time stopped, and nothing can be heard.

I want it to last just like this the time of the rest.

It dislikes living in the darkness which is white now.

White darkness is Black darkness.

Black darkness is white darkness.

The night of the winter when shade and light crosses

That, like an entrance to the country of the world after the death

A mouth is opened suddenly.

So, if it sleeps.

It never already wakes up eternally.

Let's begin to walk.

Before a snowstorm comes.

Let's begin to walk.

Before the moon sets.

Let's begin to walk.

Before a way disappears to the snow.

Let's begin to walk.

Let's begin to walk.

Let's begin to walk.

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On January 8, 2003, at about 8 p.m.Like usual, in my homepage, link, when the homepage of everyone it lets me put it is

being checked.It felt a wrong point in the homepage of Loyora.

It was written "Loyora died." to look in writing of the bulletin board.Is it a camouflage to the bad mischief at first or the

"Net enemy" who has usually been aimed at? It thought.

But, it was the same topic when the bulletin board of everyone who is putting it tried to peep into the link in the homepage

of Loyora, too.

With thinking "It is a bad joke!"Because a presentiment couldn't be wiped, it called the house of Loyora for the first time

after graduation from a university on January 9 on the next day.

"Hello, it is Wolfie! friend of the college days of Osaka. Does Loyora come?"

The wife of Loyora was in the other side of the receiver, and had the voice of his little second son who plays innocently in

the other side.

After the silence for a while, as for her, to mutter in a little voice

"A ‚ˆ‚•‚“‚‚‚‚Ž‚„@‚‰‚“ passed away in the evening on January 4ccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccE"

"ccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccc"

cccccccccccthat it wants to believe it but it realizes the death of Loyora with this word and which it didn't get.

A funeral was held on January 7, and it seemed to have wanted already and already to be held in the graveyard the burial.

hWasn't that sense an error?ccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccch

Eyes became hot, and it ran in the head, and thought to various Loyoras concerned it.

After telephone was hung up, if it feels calm.Because it felt the spirit of Loyora near here in the level of the "mind".

It began to

tell Loyora to vary from that time.

It has been already approached for 49 days at the moment when this manuscript is being written after 1 week of Loyora.

Even if it peeps into the homepage around Loyora which writingEmail to the bulletin board flitted about in from that as much

as to become noisy.There is no Loyora's own writing any more.It came to realize the loneliness E sadness which could be said

as nothing.

Because myself, the arrangement of a feeling haven't reached yet.It thinks, and it doesn't float the last

"Word of the parting present" to turn it to Loyora.

By a certain story on the life front Internet with Loyora and the friendship.Loyora has already and already been answer out

from the transmigration of the soul turn student.Though it doesn't know the name of the familiar place.

It is said that it is in the place where everyone like the Angel and Hiten candidate student of the next world goes.

Even if it passes 49 days, it is said that everyone who is assigned there can get around freely to the various dimensions,

this world.

Loyora may be next to me and everyone who is possibly seeing this homepage now.

Talk naturally if you come, please.

At the end, Loyora writes the most impressive word left in his homepage It does this time the "upper document preservation".

"Heart is Gold!!"

It yearns in those days which have a golden heart.

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I am living with the aim of the ultimate fool at the time of the fruit.As for the ultimate fool, the condition that the meaning

of nothing and yes is stopped.The condition that God and religion, life and death and a word are unnecessary.

The condition of "E".@It is the condition made in the actualities though performance is unnecessary, too, before making a

stratagem, too.@Both transmigration of the soul and the universe are the condition which becomes meaningless.I don't choose

a means in search of it.@Before putting it up, it was thrown away, and it thought about an attachment to the life all the time,

too, and came.@An extreme argument is argued, and the defeat of a limit is measured.A body is left only to the emotion,

and it tries to lose reason.It sometimes tried to remove an emotion conversely, and came.

Weeds die and die if it doesn't rain.It isn't disgusted even if it is stepped on by a person.It is accepted if it only lives and

a descendant is left and death approaches.It is natural.The life with being here.A natural original reason.

A crime and good and bad, the money and medical science.

The stratagem is the thing which isn't necessarily originally needed in the nature.

But, as it is actual meaning, it doesn't live on the human being.The development of the civilization can say the meaning which

is here as the evolution of the nature as well.Because the human being who was a creature on the earth made both pollution

and war.It can be said as the nature by let's see it, too.

But, a human being resists it toward the evil which one made.Though it has only to let the thing which it has completely go.

Then, even thinking, too.

Both weeds and an ameba are practicing comprehension without having civilization.There is neither neither

God nor religion nor labor in the weeds.But, but a human being feels pain "It is living."It feels sorrow, too.

It doesn't live, and it tries to keep self consciousness as it is here even if it feels uncertainty.

I want to be weeds.It only lives, and only wants to die.If it becomes sick, you may die as it is.

But, it doesn't go so to do a social life.Performance is done, and you must live.It is returned in the mental hospital if it lives

as it is here.

Therefore, I dream of the perfect fool.

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